As It Is In Heaven 2004 (Swedish) Gabriellas song. --Helen Sjöholm It is now that this life is mine I have got this short time on earth And my longing has brought me here All I lacked and all I gained And yet its the way that I've chose My trust was far beyond words That has shown me a little bit Of the heaven I've never found I want to feel that I'm alive all my living days I will live as I desire I want to feel that I'm alive Knowing I was good enough I've never lost who I was I have only left it sleeping Maybe I never had a chance Just the will to stay alive All I want is to be happy Being who I am To be strong and to be free To see days arise from nights I am here and my life is only mine And the heaven I thought was there I will discover it there are somewhere I want to feel that I lived my life