🔰Narration: Tom o' Bedlam 🔰Song: Balmorhea Remembrance 🔰Movies: The Grand Budapest Hotel, Detachment, Class Enemy 🔰Support me on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/illneas Find me:🔗https://www.instagram.com/_illneas/ 🔗https://www.instagram.com/vassilis_varnas/ 🔗https://twitter.com/illneas For business inquires: illneasmedia@gmail.com 🔰Communities -https://discord.gg/kfxthmS3F4 -https://www.facebook.com/groups/2314655172176122/ -https://www.reddit.com/r/searchingformeaning/ 🔰A few Charles Bukowski poetry collections to check out -The Last Night on Earth Poems https://amzn.to/35dB8vA -Burning in Water, Drowning in Flame https://amzn.to/2MmJjgh -Dangling in Tournefortia https://amzn.to/339J6Ut -Love is a Dog From Hell https://amzn.to/35dIkaR there’s a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but I’m too tough for him, I say, stay in there, I’m not going to let anybody see you. there’s a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but I pour whiskey on him and inhale cigarette smoke and the whores and the bartenders and the grocery clerks never know that he’s in there. there’s a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but I’m too tough for him, I say, stay down, do you want to mess me up? you want to screw up the works? you want to blow my book sales in Europe? there’s a bluebird in my heart that wants to get out but I’m too clever, I only let him out at night sometimes when everybody’s asleep. I say, I know that you’re there, so don’t be sad. then I put him back, but he’s singing a little in there, I haven’t quite let him die and we sleep together like that with our secret pact and it’s nice enough to make a man weep, but I don’t weep, do you?