"Play it cool, but on the inside I am mixing toxins..." I hope you enjoy, "Awkward". This song and video mean more to me than you know. Stream on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4tFJuASJDQuHPeVncmSIGo?si=707ceb49ef704f53 LYRICS: When I was 10, we got seperated into classrooms asked to sit, and we just started talking about what's gonna happen to us, felt like it was the end of the road.. it's boys to men (Boyz II Men) I was mature about it.. but it was really awkward, yeah it's really awkward living the same life but all still feel like we're impostors I still have some questions, need to learn these lessons serotonin but the chemicals read off depression Yeah I guess it's awkward, it is really awkward play it cool, but on the inside I am mixing toxins hostile in the calmness, Hide and Jekyyl don't mix Sorry to my parents when my lips and fists start to clench It's just all so awkward 6th grade, blood on my lips and tear stains... bell indented left a brass taste, next day there's a smile on her face MESSED UP...got good grades clean record. Nice kid, I was never better. get home turn into the devil. spit vile on those who knew me better highschool into adulthood man I thought I would fit in.. I guess I did but something still always just felt amiss man.. Try to find myself but then it hit me like a brick.. I'm still that same kid with the blood up on his lips it was really awkward, yeah it's really awkward living the same life but all still feel like we're impostors I still have some questions, need to learn these lessons serotonin but the chemicals read off depression Yeah I guess it's awkward, it is really awkward play it cool, but on the inside I am mixing toxins hostile in the calmness, Hide and Jekyyl don't mix Sorry to my parents when my lips and fists start to clench It's just all so awkward This is a memoire to myself and to everyone who realizes that life can just be a little awkward sometimes, and that's alright. it was really awkward, yeah it's really awkward living the same life but all still feel like we're impostors I still have some questions, need to learn these lessons serotonin but the chemicals read off depression Yeah I guess it's awkward, it is really awkward play it cool, but on the inside I am mixing toxins hostile in the calmness, Hide and Jekyyl don't mix Sorry to my parents when my lips and fists start to clench It's just all so awkward BEHIND THE SCENES: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gjYRo4XeyXY Follow me here: https://linktr.ee/ChewieCatt Merch: https://www.chewiecatt.store/ Filmed & Edited by: Wallaby Film Production Produced by: joshuamacks (@JoshuaMacksBEATS)